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	&lt;tr&gt;&lt;th style=&quot;text-align: left;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em; text-transform:uppercase;&quot;&gt; backtagging &lt;/th&gt; 
	    &lt;td style=&quot;text-align: right;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em;&quot;&gt;YES/NO/MAYBE&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
	&lt;tr&gt;&lt;th style=&quot;text-align: left;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;text-transform:uppercase;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em; &quot;&gt; threadjacking &lt;/th&gt; 
	    &lt;td style=&quot;text-align: right;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em;&quot;&gt;YES/NO/MAYBE&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
	&lt;tr&gt;&lt;th style=&quot;text-align: left;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em; text-transform:uppercase;&quot;&gt; fourthwalling &lt;/th&gt; 
	    &lt;td style=&quot;text-align: right;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em;&quot;&gt;YES/NO/MAYBE&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
	&lt;tr&gt;&lt;th style=&quot;text-align: left;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em; text-transform:uppercase;&quot;&gt; mindreading &lt;/th&gt; 
	    &lt;td style=&quot;text-align: right;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em;&quot;&gt;YES/NO/MAYBE&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
	&lt;tr&gt;&lt;th style=&quot;text-align: left;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em; text-transform:uppercase;&quot;&gt; physical contact &lt;/th&gt; 
	    &lt;td style=&quot;text-align: right;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em;&quot;&gt;YES/NO/MAYBE&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
	&lt;tr&gt;&lt;th style=&quot;text-align: left;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em; text-transform:uppercase;&quot;&gt; shipping/kissing &lt;/th&gt; 
	    &lt;td style=&quot;text-align: right;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em;&quot;&gt;YES/NO/MAYBE&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
	&lt;tr&gt;&lt;th style=&quot;text-align: left;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em; text-transform:uppercase;&quot;&gt; fighting/injury &lt;/th&gt; 
	    &lt;td style=&quot;text-align: right;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em;&quot;&gt;YES/NO/MAYBE&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
	&lt;tr&gt;&lt;th style=&quot;text-align: left;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em; text-transform:uppercase;&quot;&gt; character death &lt;/th&gt; 
	    &lt;td style=&quot;text-align: right;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em;&quot;&gt;YES/NO/MAYBE&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;

	&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;border-bottom: 1px dotted #ddd;padding:1.5em 0.25em 0.25em 0.25em; font-family:Calibri; font-weight:normal; font-size: 1.05em; line-height:1.5em;letter-spacing:0em;&quot;&gt;If you prefer that I do not tag your characters, please leave a comment below with your character journal(s).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Comments are screened/not screened/ETC.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=despairing_hope&amp;ditemid=10677&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 07 Jan 2021 18:35:13 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Consolas, monospace; font-size: 1.5em; font-weight: bold; border-left: 50px solid #982360;text-align:left;padding-left:15px;letter-spacing:0.1em;&quot;&gt;PLAYER INFORMATION&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;PLAYER NAME:&lt;/b&gt; Nica&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;OVER 18?:&lt;/b&gt; Yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;PREFERRED CONTACT(S):&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://plurk.com/favicon.ico&apos; alt=&apos;[plurk.com profile] &apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;kuraikun&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; Discord: kuraikun#2073&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;OTHER CHARACTERS:&lt;/b&gt; N/A&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Consolas, monospace; font-size: 1.5em; font-weight: bold; border-left: 50px solid #982360;text-align:left;padding-left:15px;letter-spacing:0.1em;&quot;&gt;CHARACTER INFORMATION&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CHARACTER NAME:&lt;/b&gt; Komaeda Nagito&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CANON:&lt;/b&gt; Danganronpa&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;TIMELINE:&lt;/b&gt; end of 2.5 but before leaving the simulation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;AGE:&lt;/b&gt; 20/21&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;REFERENCE:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://danganronpa.fandom.com/wiki/Nagito_Komaeda&quot;&gt;https://danganronpa.fandom.com/wiki/Nagito_Komaeda&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;PERSONALITY:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;When it comes to first impressions Komaeda comes across as polite, soft-spoken, easy-going, and a bit self-deprecating (an understatement). A happy go lucky sort of guy who just accepts things as they come and goes with the flow. A person who is more likely to help out others first before thinking about himself. Not that this isn&apos;t an accurate impression of him, but it&apos;s far from the whole picture. Under the surface, he’s a rather unstable and pessimistic individual, though this comes out in various levels throughout the series.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Komaeda’s luck has formed him from a small child, he has seen nothing but tragedies, but since every tragedy is followed by something that can be called good luck, he frames everything bad in a give or take method. A plane is hijacked, bad luck, a meteor kills the hijacker, good luck, his parents are killed, bad luck, he inherits a huge fortune and becomes independent, good luck. This sort of reasoning is what helped him survive his bad and good luck, however it was also what twisted his concept of hope and despair.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hope can only be reached by experiencing despair. The deeper the despair, the brighter the hope that will follow. His life has more or less proven this principle to him he has no reason to doubt the validity of it. He’s not particularly surprised when the class trip quickly tumbles down into the despair of the killing game. He had been expecting the worst and got it, and since the worst was happening, he would do all he could to bring the great hope he sought at the end of it and sacrificing himself to do it was an expected part of it all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sacrifice is only a small price to Komaeda, whose self-worth is so low he’s outright self-destructive. His risky behavior is less about his luck saving him in the end and more about hoping that perhaps this time it will be him affected. He has a deep-seated death wish, but also to matter. To leave a mark on the world and at least amount to something in his last moments. It’s the deepest wish of someone who’s a walking natural disaster.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Komaeda’s unfortunate life is not the only reason for his actions, he also suffers from two very serious medical conditions, one is stage 3 malignant lymphoma and the other is frontotemporal dementia which is heavily implied to be a behavioral variant type. Frontotemporal dementia is a decay of the frontal lobe and behavioral variant type affects how a person behaves, interprets things, and most importantly their ability to control impulses. While Komaeda’s actions are all methodical and carefully thought out, the major issue in choosing to act in the way he does is the complete lack of impulse control he has. He will go with the first thought that comes to mind and then plot it out without consideration for other methods. We also see this in how he interacts with others, blurting out the first thing he thinks rather than more tactful replies or comments. He will only realize he said something inappropriate after seeing people react, and then he will try and play it off as a joke. It makes being understood difficult and that is where a lot of problems with him and the rest of the class lay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The other problem in Komaeda’s approach to the class is his views on talent. He places everyone else in the class in a station above himself. But, he feels confined by his own uncontrollable talent. If he didn’t have a talent, if talent didn’t exist, he would have lived an ordinary life. This desire is rooted deep down inside him. However, despite this inner desire he still views those with talent as embodiments of Hope. Many times he accepts things and assumes he might be wrong or not communicating well because everyone else is talented and there’s no way it would be their fault.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He goes through great lengths to reason and support the class from the side during Killing Life, to his own disservice. He’s so good at feeding information subtly and manipulating everyone to the path he envisions for them, that no one notices just how much he has done or accomplished. It’s not until he is actively against everyone that we see how much he was doing. We don’t see how much everyone frustrates him until he has lost all patience and excuses for their mistakes. While everyone was a beacon of Hope they could do no wrong. After they were revealed to be Despair every small transgression became like a blatant sign of idiocy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;ABILITIES:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;Komaeda has no special abilities as a regular human being. However, he is the Super High School Level Lucky Student, which means he has strange luck.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nagito claims his only skill is being lucky; however he is actually rather intelligent. He&apos;s shown to be good with technology, specifically computers and machines. He may also be good and making bombs, or at least finding and following instructions about them. He&apos;s also good with puzzles and solving mysteries. He reads a lot and is very observant of things around him. He&apos;s very good at obscurification, manipulation, and thinking four steps ahead of everyone else. He&apos;s also really good at cleaning and other domestic activities. Though, apparently, he isn&apos;t good at cooking.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But, we should really talk about his luck. His luck isn&apos;t just normal, it&apos;s completely out there. It&apos;s so high that almost anything in his favor will happen. Play Russian roulette with 6 bullets? He&apos;ll win. However his luck has a huge cost, it comes with incredible bad luck right before. The best example is the events he speaks of in the game. A plane he was on was hijacked, bad luck. The hijacker died to a meteor hitting the plane, good luck. His parents also died bad luck. He inherited a fortune and became independent, good luck. He was kidnapped by a serial killer, bad luck. He found a winning lottery ticket when the killer was arrested, good luck.. Generally, his luck brings misfortune to those around him as well. Of course this isn&apos;t a thing he has control over, this is just a thing that tends to happen to him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;PERSONAL EFFECTS:&lt;/b&gt; utility knife&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;PRIZED POSSESSION:&lt;/b&gt; Student Handbook.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CRAU PREMISE:&lt;/b&gt; N/A&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Consolas, monospace; font-size: 1.5em; font-weight: bold; border-left: 50px solid #982360;text-align:left;padding-left:15px;letter-spacing:0.1em;&quot;&gt;SAMPLE&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;SAMPLE:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://dataglitch.dreamwidth.org/9893.html?thread=499365#cmt499365&quot;&gt;https://dataglitch.dreamwidth.org/9893.html?thread=499365#cmt499365&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=despairing_hope&amp;ditemid=10274&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 20 Oct 2019 23:17:06 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;span style=&quot;font: bold 2em arial, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #FE1E78;&quot;&gt;▶&lt;/span&gt; PLAYER&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;HANDLE:&lt;/b&gt; Nica&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CONTACT:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://plurk.com/favicon.ico&apos; alt=&apos;[plurk.com profile] &apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;kuraikun&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;OVER 18?&lt;/b&gt; Yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CHARACTERS IN-GAME:&lt;/b&gt; N/A&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font: bold 2em arial, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #4ACEE2;&quot;&gt;▶&lt;/span&gt; CHARACTER&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;NAME:&lt;/b&gt; Komaeda Nagito&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CANON:&lt;/b&gt; Danganronpa&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CANON POINT:&lt;/b&gt; End of 2.5 before getting on the boat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;AGE:&lt;/b&gt; 23&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;BACKGROUND:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://danganronpa.fandom.com/wiki/Nagito_Komaeda&quot;&gt;https://danganronpa.fandom.com/wiki/Nagito_Komaeda&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;PERSONALITY:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;When it comes to first impressions Komaeda comes across as polite, soft spoken, easy going and a bit self-deprecating (an understatement). A happy go lucky sort of guy who just accepts things as they come and goes with the flow. A person who is more likely to help out others first before thinking about himself. Not that this isn&apos;t an accurate impression of him, but it&apos;s far from the whole picture. Under the surface he’s a rather unstable and pessimistic individual, though this comes out in various levels through the series.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Komaeda’s luck has formed him from a small child, he has seen nothing but tragedies, but since every tragedy is followed by something that can be called good luck, he frames everything bad in a give or take method. A plane is hijacked, bad luck, a meteor kills the hijacker, good luck, his parents are killed, bad luck, he inherits a huge fortune and becomes independent, good luck. This sort of reasoning is what helped him survive his bad and good luck, however it was also what twisted his concept of hope and despair.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hope can only be reached by experiencing despair. The deeper the despair, the brighter the hope that will follow. His life has more or less proven this principle to him he has no reason to doubt the validity of it. He’s not particularly surprised when the class trip quickly tumbles down into the despair of the killing game. He had been expecting the worst and got it, and since the worst was happening, he would do all he could to bring the great hope he seeked at the end of it, and sacrificing himself to do it was an expected part of it all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sacrifice is only a small price to Komaeda, whose self worth is so low he’s outright self destructive. His risky behavior is less about his luck saving him in the end and more about hoping that perhaps this time it will be him affected. He has a deep seeded death wish, but also to matter. To leave a mark on the world and at least amount to something in his last moments. It’s the deepest wish of someone who’s a walking natural disaster.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Komaeda’s unfortunate life is not the only reason for his actions, he also  suffers from two very serious medical conditions, one is stage 3 malignant lymphoma and the other is frontotemporal dementia which is heavily implied to be behavioral variant type. Frontotemporal dementia is a decay of the frontal lobe and behavioral variant type affects how a person behaves, interpret things, and most importantly their ability to control impulses. While Komaeda’s actions are all methodical and carefully thought out, the major issue in choosing to act in the way he does is the complete lack of impulse control he has. He will go with the first thought that comes to mind and then plot it out without consideration for other methods. We also see this in how he interacts with others, blurting out the first thing he thinks rather than more tactful replies or comments. He will only realise he said something inappropriate after seeing people react, and then he will try and play it off as a joke. It makes being understood difficult and that is where a lot of problems with him and the rest of the class lay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The other problem in Komaeda’s approach to the class is his views on talent. He places everyone else in the class in a station above himself. But, he feels confined by his own uncontrollable talent. If he didn’t have a talent, if talent didn’t exist, he would have lived an ordinary life. This desire is rooted deep down inside him. However, despite this inner desire he still views those with talent as embodiments of Hope. Many times he accepts things and assumes he might be wrong or not communicating well because everyone else is talented and there’s no way it would be their fault.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He goes through great lengths to reason and support the class from the side during Killing Life, to his own disservice. He’s so good at feeding information subtly, and manipulating everyone to the path he envisions for them, that no one notices just how much he has done or accomplished. It’s not until he is actively against everyone that we see how much he was doing. We don’t see how much everyone frustrates him until he has lost all patience and excuses for their mistakes. While everyone was a beacon of Hope they could do no wrong. After they were revealed to be Despair every small transgression became like a blatant sign of idiocy. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The exception to this rule is Hinata. He is the first person he could truly call a friend. No matter what he did Hinata kept trying to understand him and seek him out. It is implied he is one of the few people Komaeda has spoken to about his past. He punished Hinata the most but, still sought him out when he ceased to speak to the class. In his recorded message he expresses regret for being harsh with him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Komaeda’s tragic life and talent have created an unstable pessimist with a strong desire for hope. He projects a friendly and upbeat manner that obscures how many layers are between him and the world. While normally harmless, having a purpose transforms him into a highly dangerous man that will stop at very little to achieve his ends. It’s all too easy for him to lose sight of other people in his pursuit of hope, including himself. Fortunately, his luck will keep him from harm. Or will it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;POWERS/ABILITIES:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nagito claims his only skill is being lucky; however he is actually rather intelligent. He&apos;s shown to be good with technology, specifically computers and machines. He may also be good and making bombs, or at least finding and following instructions about them. He&apos;s also good with puzzles and solving mysteries. He reads a lot and is very observant of things around him. He&apos;s very good at obscurification, manipulation, and thinking four steps ahead of everyone else. He&apos;s also really good at cleaning and other domestic activities. Though, apparently he isn&apos;t good at cooking.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But, we should really talk about his luck. His luck isn&apos;t just normal, it&apos;s completely out there. It&apos;s so high that almost anything in his favor will happen. Play Russian roulette with 6 bullets? He&apos;ll win. However his luck has a huge cost, it comes with incredible bad luck right before. The best example is the events he speaks of in the game. A plane he was on was hijacked, bad luck. The hijacker died to a meteor hitting the plane, good luck. His parents also died bad luck. He inherited a fortune and became independent, good luck. He was kidnapped by a serial killer, bad luck. He found a winning lottery ticket when the killer was arrested, good luck.. Generally his luck brings misfortune to those around him as well. Of course this isn&apos;t a thing he has control over, this is just a thing that tends to happen to him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;INVENTORY:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The clothes on his back, a black go stone and a white go stone, his robotic arm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;MOONBLESSING:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cordis&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font: bold 2em arial, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #FE1E78;&quot;&gt;▶&lt;/span&gt; SAMPLES&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://balance-logs.dreamwidth.org/7233.html?thread=7636289#cmt7636289&quot;&gt;link #1&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://balance-logs.dreamwidth.org/7233.html?thread=7636033#cmt7636033&quot;&gt;link #2&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=despairing_hope&amp;ditemid=10239&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <description>&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font: bold 2em orbitron, lucida console, monospace; color: #FE1E78;&quot;&gt;PERMISSIONS&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img style=&quot;max-width: 750px;&quot; src=&quot;https://i.imgur.com/okRP5sP.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: table; max-width: 750px; border: 1px solid #000; color: #000; font-family: arial, sans serif; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: table-row; font-weight: bold; font-size: 1.2em; letter-spacing: 0.1em; text-transform: uppercase;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: table-cell; width: 33%; background-color: #000; margin-top: 0.25em; padding: 0.25em;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #FE1E78;&quot;&gt;INFO&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: table-cell; width: 33%; background-color: #000; margin-top: 0.25em; padding: 0.25em;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #F8EE41;&quot;&gt;IC&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: table-cell; width: 33%; background-color: #000; margin-top: 0.25em; padding: 0.25em;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #4ACEE2;&quot;&gt;OOC&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: table-row; font-size: 1.1em; text-align: left;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: table-cell; background-color: #f7f7f7; border: 1px solid #000; padding: 1em;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;NAME&lt;/b&gt; Komaeda Nagito&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CANON&lt;/b&gt; Danganronpa&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CANON POINT&lt;/b&gt; end of 2.5&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;INFO&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;https://despairing-hope.dreamwidth.org/10239.html&quot;&gt;link&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;MOONBLESSING&lt;/b&gt; Cordis&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;AGE&lt;/b&gt; 23&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;SPECIES&lt;/b&gt; Human&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;GENDER&lt;/b&gt; Male&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;APPEARANCE&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;https://i.imgur.com/YzHaAy7.jpg&quot;&gt;link&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;HEIGHT&lt;/b&gt; 5&apos;11&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;BUILD&lt;/b&gt; Tall and thin.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;HAIR&lt;/b&gt; White and unruly, lacks sheen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;EYES&lt;/b&gt; Light green&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;VOICE&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfy3wAvwV3A&amp;amp;t=16s&quot;&gt;link&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;FEATURES&lt;/b&gt; His left hand is robotic and starts a little below the wrist. He also has two scars one on each upper thigh clearly from being slashed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;PLAYER&lt;/b&gt; Nica&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;TIMEZONE&lt;/b&gt; PST&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CONTACT&lt;/b&gt; kuraikun#2073, &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://plurk.com/favicon.ico&apos; alt=&apos;[plurk.com profile] &apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;kuraikun&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: table-cell; background-color: #f7f7f7; border: 1px solid #000; padding: 1em;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;HUGGING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes, he might be weird about it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;KISSING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes, within reason.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;FLIRTING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;ROMANCE&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes, but it needs to grow naturally.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;SEX&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes, if the CR goes there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;FIGHTING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes, he&apos;s not really a fighter though.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;INJURY&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes, bring it on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;DEATH&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes, within reason.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;MIND-READING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes, his brain is damaged though.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;MANIPULATION&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes, he is a manipulator himself as well, so it might be hard. He&apos;s also unpredictable.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;OTHER&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Komaeda is extremely lucky, it flows in good and bad luck cycles. Generally he will come out of things ahead in some way, but people around him tend to be caught up in the back lash.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: table-cell; background-color: #f7f7f7; border: 1px solid #000; padding: 1em;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;BACKTAGGING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;THREADHOPPING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;FOURTHWALLING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t mind flirting with it, but would rather no one tell him he&apos;s fictional. Vague references are fine though.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CRAU&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t mind if he&apos;s recognized.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;OFF-LIMITS&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m generally open to most things.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;OTHER&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Komaeda can be abrasive and frustrating and come across as rude at times, I do not mean to annoy or frustrate, so if anyone finds him unfun to interact with feel free to tell me and I will adjust or just keep him away. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;OPT IN&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m OK threading with people under 18, seams easier let that be known.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=despairing_hope&amp;ditemid=9909&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 20 Oct 2019 23:14:31 GMT</pubDate>
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&lt;span style=&quot;font: bold 2em orbitron, lucida console, monospace; color: #FE1E78;&quot;&gt;PERMISSIONS&lt;/span&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;color: #FE1E78;&quot;&gt;INFO&lt;/span&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;color: #F8EE41;&quot;&gt;IC&lt;/span&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;color: #4ACEE2;&quot;&gt;OOC&lt;/span&gt;
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&lt;b&gt;NAME&lt;/b&gt; text
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CANON&lt;/b&gt; text
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CANON POINT&lt;/b&gt; text
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;INFO&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;LINK&quot;&gt;link&lt;/a&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;MOONBLESSING&lt;/b&gt; text
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&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;AGE&lt;/b&gt; text
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;SPECIES&lt;/b&gt; text
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;GENDER&lt;/b&gt; text
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;APPEARANCE&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;LINK&quot;&gt;link&lt;/a&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;HEIGHT&lt;/b&gt; text
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;BUILD&lt;/b&gt; text
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;HAIR&lt;/b&gt; text
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;EYES&lt;/b&gt; text
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;VOICE&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;LINK&quot;&gt;link&lt;/a&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;FEATURES&lt;/b&gt; tattoos, scars, etc.
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&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;PLAYER&lt;/b&gt; text
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;TIMEZONE&lt;/b&gt; text
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CONTACT&lt;/b&gt; Discord#1234, &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/username&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://plurk.com/favicon.ico&apos; alt=&apos;[plurk.com profile] &apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/username&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;username&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;
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&lt;b&gt;HUGGING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes/no
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;KISSING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes/no
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;FLIRTING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes/no
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;ROMANCE&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes/no
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;SEX&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes/no
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;FIGHTING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes/no
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;INJURY&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes/no
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;DEATH&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes/no
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;MIND-READING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes/no
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;MANIPULATION&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes/no
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;OTHER&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Everything else goes here. If your character has an ability that others might want to opt in or out of, say so here.
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&lt;b&gt;BACKTAGGING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes/no
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;THREADHOPPING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes/no
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;FOURTHWALLING&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes/no
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CRAU&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do you want your character to be recognized by CRAU characters?
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;OFF-LIMITS&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;text
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;OTHER&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Everything else goes here.
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&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;OPT IN&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Please comment to this post if you are okay with threading sexual themes or scenarios with this character. (Required section for characters who are under 18 years old.)
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  <pubDate>Sun, 20 Oct 2019 23:12:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Overflow</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;font-family: arial, sans serif; text-align: center; text-transform: uppercase; width: 240px; display: inline-block;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font: bold 2em orbitron, lucida console, monospace; color: #FE1E78;&quot;&gt;Overflow Post&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;background-color: #000; color: #fff; font-weight: bold; font-size: 0.8em; letter-spacing: 0.1em; margin-top: 0.25em; padding: 0.25em;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #FE1E78;&quot;&gt;⬤&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style=&quot;color: #F8EE41;&quot;&gt;⬤&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style=&quot;color: #4ACEE2;&quot;&gt;⬤&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;textarea style=&quot;width: 232px; min-height: 6em; overflow: hidden; border: 2px solid #000;&quot;&gt;( &amp;lt;a href=&quot;LINKTOTHREAD&quot;&amp;gt;continued from here&amp;lt;/a&amp;gt; )

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  <description>&lt;raw code=&quot;code&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;table style=&quot;width:950px;&quot;&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;table style=&quot;width: 200px; font-size:10px; font-color:#000;&quot;&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i.imgur.com/HnfH1Kb.png&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Name:&lt;/b&gt; Komaeda Nagito&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Age:&lt;/b&gt; 24&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Gender:&lt;/b&gt; Male&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Canon:&lt;/b&gt; Danganronpa&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Canon Point:&lt;/b&gt; Hope Side&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Link to Application:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;https://despairing-hope.dreamwidth.org/8000.html&quot;&gt;Here&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Link to HMD:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;https://despairing-hope.dreamwidth.org/504.html&quot;&gt;Here&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Link to Permission List:&lt;/b&gt; (optional)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Link to Experience Points record:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;https://eternitymods.dreamwidth.org/6855.html?thread=101319#cmt101319&quot;&gt;Here.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Moogle Name:&lt;/b&gt; Kupni Kupi&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Moogle Gender:&lt;/b&gt; Male&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i.imgur.com/FEYZsmp.png&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;125px;&quot;&gt;White Mage&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;350&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td&gt;Tactician&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;250&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td&gt;PASSIVE JOB NAME # 2 (opt)&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;EXP&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;#Job2&quot; style=&quot;text-decoration: none; color: #000;&quot;&gt;HELD JOB NAME&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;EXP&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;#Job3&quot; style=&quot;text-decoration: none; color: #000;&quot;&gt;HELD JOB NAME&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;EXP&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;#Job4&quot; style=&quot;text-decoration: none; color: #000;&quot;&gt;HELD JOB NAME&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;EXP&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;#Job7&quot; style=&quot;text-decoration: none; color: #000;&quot;&gt;HELD JOB NAME&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;EXP&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;#Job8&quot; style=&quot;text-decoration: none; color: #000;&quot;&gt;HELD JOB NAME&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;EXP&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;#Job9&quot; style=&quot;text-decoration: none; color: #000;&quot;&gt;HELD JOB NAME&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;EXP&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;#Job10&quot; style=&quot;text-decoration: none; color: #000;&quot;&gt;HELD JOB NAME&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;EXP&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;

&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;750px;&quot;&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;font-family: georgia; font-size: 18pt; padding: 5px;&quot;&gt;&lt;i&gt;JOB ABILITIES INFORMATION&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;Job1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;font-family: georgia; font-size: 13pt; padding: 5px; margin-top: -50px;&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#303030&quot;&gt;&lt;i&gt;WHITE MAGE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Georgia, Georgia, serif&quot;&gt;&lt;small&gt;&lt;table style=&quot;width:700px; padding: 0px;&quot;&gt;
&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color: #530054; font-family:Georgia, Georgia, serif; font-size:10px; color:#fff;&quot;&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;100px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;EXP&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;200px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;SKILL&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;500px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;DESCRIPTION&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0000&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:200px&quot;&gt;Esuna&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Removes a status ailment from the target.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0050&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;	Healing Magic Mastery&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Power to control healing magics to heal damage inflicted on self or a single ally. Potency grows with experience, starting from 5% up to a maximum of 50% health healed per turn once all skills learned. Can be used to help with recovery, heal wounds or help the organism fight diseases more efficiently when used outside of battle.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0100&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;Wind Mastery&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Power to control the wind element and focus it into single-target attacks. Potency grows with experience.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0200&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;	Regen&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Applies a regen effect on an ally for 10 turns, healing 5% of their health per turn.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0350&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0500&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0750&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;1000&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr height=&quot;8px;&quot;&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color: #540000; font-family:Georgia, Georgia, serif; font-size:10px; color:#fff;&quot;&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;100px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;EXP&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;200px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;MODIFIER SKILL&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;500px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;DESCRIPTION&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color: #ece0e0; font-family:Georgia, Georgia, serif; font-size:10px; color:#303030;&quot;&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;100px;&quot;&gt;0500&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;200px;&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;500px;&quot;&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt; 
&lt;tr height=&quot;8px;&quot;&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color: #653312; font-family:Georgia, Georgia, serif; font-size:10px; color:#fff;&quot;&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;100px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;EXP&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;200px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;JOB BONUS&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;500px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;DESCRIPTION&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color: #ece0e0; font-family:Georgia, Georgia, serif; font-size:10px; color:#303030;&quot;&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;100px;&quot;&gt;3000&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;200px;&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;500px;&quot;&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;Job2&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;font-family: georgia; font-size: 13pt; padding: 5px; margin-top: -50px;&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#303030&quot;&gt;&lt;i&gt;TACTICIAN&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Georgia, Georgia, serif&quot;&gt;&lt;small&gt;&lt;table style=&quot;width:700px; padding: 0px;&quot;&gt;
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&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0000&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:200px&quot;&gt;Miasma&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Afflicts a single-target with the miasma status. Reduces the effectiveness of healing magic by half.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0050&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;Freeze&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Weak single-target ice spell. Afflicts target with the immobilize status and prevents them from moving next turn.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0100&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;Bio&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Afflicts a single target with the poison status, reducing their health mildly each turn.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0200&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0350&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0500&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0750&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;1000&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr height=&quot;8px;&quot;&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color: #540000; font-family:Georgia, Georgia, serif; font-size:10px; color:#fff;&quot;&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;100px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;EXP&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;200px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;MODIFIER SKILL&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;500px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;DESCRIPTION&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color: #ece0e0; font-family:Georgia, Georgia, serif; font-size:10px; color:#303030;&quot;&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;100px;&quot;&gt;0500&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;200px;&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;500px;&quot;&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt; 
&lt;tr height=&quot;8px;&quot;&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color: #653312; font-family:Georgia, Georgia, serif; font-size:10px; color:#fff;&quot;&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;100px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;EXP&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;200px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;JOB BONUS&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;500px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;DESCRIPTION&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color: #ece0e0; font-family:Georgia, Georgia, serif; font-size:10px; color:#303030;&quot;&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;100px;&quot;&gt;3000&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;200px;&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;500px;&quot;&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;Job3&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;font-family: georgia; font-size: 13pt; padding: 5px; margin-top: -50px;&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#303030&quot;&gt;&lt;i&gt;JOB #3 NAME HERE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Georgia, Georgia, serif&quot;&gt;&lt;small&gt;&lt;table style=&quot;width:700px; padding: 0px;&quot;&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color: #530054; font-family:Georgia, Georgia, serif; font-size:10px; color:#fff;&quot;&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;100px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;EXP&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;200px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;SKILL&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td width=&quot;500px;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;DESCRIPTION&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0000&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:200px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0050&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0100&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0200&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0350&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0500&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#e7dddf&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;0750&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr style=&quot;background-color:#cdbcb0&quot;&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;width:100px&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;1000&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style=&quot;width:150px&quot;&gt;SKILL NAME&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;SKILL EXPLANATION HERE&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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  <description>+&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 16pt;&quot;&gt;&lt;i&gt;Player&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Name:&lt;/b&gt; Nica&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Age:&lt;/b&gt; 34&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Personal Journal:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://kurai-kun.dreamwidth.org/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png&apos; alt=&apos;[personal profile] &apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://kurai-kun.dreamwidth.org/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;kurai_kun&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Contact:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://plurk.com/favicon.ico&apos; alt=&apos;[plurk.com profile] &apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;kuraikun&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Other In-Game Characters:&lt;/b&gt; N/A&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 16pt;&quot;&gt;&lt;i&gt;Character&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Name:&lt;/b&gt; Komaeda Nagito&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Age:&lt;/b&gt; 22ish&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Gender:&lt;/b&gt; Male&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Canon:&lt;/b&gt; Danganronpa&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Canon Point:&lt;/b&gt; Hope Side, end of DR3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;History:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://danganronpa.wikia.com/wiki/Nagito_Komaeda&quot;&gt;http://danganronpa.wikia.com/wiki/Nagito_Komaeda&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Personality:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;When it comes to first impressions Komaeda comes across as polite, soft spoken, easy going and a bit self-deprecating (an understatement). A happy go lucky sort of guy who just accepts things as they come and goes with the flow. A person who is more likely to help out others first before thinking about himself. Not that this isn&apos;t an accurate impression of him, but it&apos;s far from the whole picture. Under the surface he’s a rather unstable and pessimistic individual, though this comes out in various levels through the series.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Komaeda’s luck has formed him from a small child, he has seen nothing but tragedies, but since every tragedy is followed by something that can be called good luck, he frames everything bad in a give or take method. A plane is hijacked, bad luck, a meteor kills the hijacker, good luck, his parents are killed, bad luck, he inherits a huge fortune and becomes independent, good luck. This sort of reasoning is what helped him survive his bad and good luck, however it was also what twisted his concept of hope and despair.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hope can only be reached by experiencing despair. The deeper the despair, the brighter the hope that will follow. His life has more or less proven this principle to him he has no reason to doubt the validity of it. He’s not particularly surprised when the class trip quickly tumbles down into the despair of the killing game. He had been expecting the worst and got it, and since the worst was happening, he would do all he could to bring the great hope he seeked at the end of it, and sacrificing himself to do it was an expected part of it all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sacrifice is only a small price to Komaeda, whose self worth is so low he’s outright self destructive. His risky behavior is less about his luck saving him in the end and more about hoping that perhaps this time it will be him affected. He has a deep seeded death wish, but also to matter. To leave a mark on the world and at least amount to something in his last moments. It’s the deepest wish of someone who’s a walking natural disaster.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Komaeda’s unfortunate life is not the only reason for his actions, he also suffers from two very serious medical conditions, one is stage 3 malignant lymphoma and the other is frontotemporal dementia which is heavily implied to be behavioral variant type. Frontotemporal dementia is a decay of the frontal lobe and behavioral variant type affects how a person behaves, interpret things, and most importantly their ability to control impulses. While Komaeda’s actions are all methodical and carefully thought out, the major issue in choosing to act in the way he does is the complete lack of impulse control he has. He will go with the first thought that comes to mind and then plot it out without consideration for other methods. We also see this in how he interacts with others, blurting out the first thing he thinks rather than more tactful replies or comments. He will only realise he said something inappropriate after seeing people react, and then he will try and play it off as a joke. It makes being understood difficult and that is where a lot of problems with him and the rest of the class lay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The other problem in Komaeda’s approach to the class is his views on talent. He places everyone else in the class in a station above himself. But, he feels confined by his own uncontrollable talent. If he didn’t have a talent, if talent didn’t exist, he would have lived an ordinary life. This desire is rooted deep down inside him. However, despite this inner desire he still views those with talent as embodiments of Hope. Many times he accepts things and assumes he might be wrong or not communicating well because everyone else is talented and there’s no way it would be their fault.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He goes through great lengths to reason and support the class from the side during Killing Life, to his own disservice. He’s so good at feeding information subtly, and manipulating everyone to the path he envisions for them, that no one notices just how much he has done or accomplished. It’s not until he is actively against everyone that we see how much he was doing. We don’t see how much everyone frustrates him until he has lost all patience and excuses for their mistakes. While everyone was a beacon of Hope they could do no wrong. After they were revealed to be Despair every small transgression became like a blatant sign of idiocy. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The exception to this rule is Hinata. He is the first person he could truly call a friend. No matter what he did Hinata kept trying to understand him and seek him out. It is implied he is one of the few people Komaeda has spoken to about his past. He punished Hinata the most but, still sought him out when he ceased to speak to the class. In his recorded message he expresses regret for being harsh with him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Komaeda’s tragic life and talent have created an unstable pessimist with a strong desire for hope. He projects a friendly and upbeat manner that obscures how many layers are between him and the world. While normally harmless, having a purpose transforms him into a highly dangerous man that will stop at very little to achieve his ends. It’s all too easy for him to lose sight of other people in his pursuit of hope, including himself. Fortunately, his luck will keep him from harm. Or will it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Samples:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://memesofeternity.dreamwidth.org/355.html?thread=96355#cmt96355&quot;&gt;https://memesofeternity.dreamwidth.org/355.html?thread=96355#cmt96355&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 16pt;&quot;&gt;&lt;i&gt;Vaikuntha&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Moogle Name:&lt;/b&gt; Kupni Kupi&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Moogle Gender:&lt;/b&gt; Male&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;First Job:&lt;/b&gt; White Mage&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Second Job:&lt;/b&gt; Tactician.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=despairing_hope&amp;ditemid=8000&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 24 Aug 2017 05:32:05 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;Player Information&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Name:&lt;/b&gt; Nica&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Age:&lt;/b&gt; Are you 18 or older? Yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Contact:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://plurk.com/favicon.ico&apos; alt=&apos;[plurk.com profile] &apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;kuraikun&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Current characters:&lt;/b&gt; N/A&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;Character Information&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Name:&lt;/b&gt; Komaeda Nagito&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Series:&lt;/b&gt; Danganronpa&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Appearance:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://imgur.com/eDzoAD3&quot;&gt;http://imgur.com/eDzoAD3&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Age:&lt;/b&gt; Early 20s&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Canon Point:&lt;/b&gt; DR 2.5 before leaving the simulation but after the world is destroyed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Canon History:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://danganronpa.wikia.com/wiki/Nagito_Komaeda&quot;&gt;http://danganronpa.wikia.com/wiki/Nagito_Komaeda&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Personality:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When it comes to first impressions Komaeda comes across as polite, soft spoken, easy going and a bit self-deprecating (an understatement). A happy go lucky sort of guy who just accepts things as they come and goes with the flow. A person who is more likely to help out others first before thinking about himself. Not that this isn&apos;t an accurate impression of him, but it&apos;s far from the whole picture. Under the surface he’s a rather unstable and pessimistic individual, though this comes out in various levels through the series.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Komaeda’s luck has formed him from a small child, he has seen nothing but tragedies, but since every tragedy is followed by something that can be called good luck, he frames everything bad in a give or take method. A plane is hijacked, bad luck, a meteor kills the hijacker, good luck, his parents are killed, bad luck, he inherits a huge fortune and becomes independent, good luck. This sort of reasoning is what helped him survive his bad and good luck, however it was also what twisted his concept of hope and despair.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hope can only be reached by experiencing despair. The deeper the despair, the brighter the hope that will follow. His life has more or less proven this principle to him he has no reason to doubt the validity of it. He’s not particularly surprised when the class trip quickly tumbles down into the despair of the killing game. He had been expecting the worst and got it, and since the worst was happening, he would do all he could to bring the great hope he seeked at the end of it, and sacrificing himself to do it was an expected part of it all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sacrifice is only a small price to Komaeda, whose self worth is so low he’s outright self destructive. His risky behavior is less about his luck saving him in the end and more about hoping that perhaps this time it will be him affected. He has a deep seeded death wish, but also to matter. To leave a mark on the world and at least amount to something in his last moments. It’s the deepest wish of someone who’s a walking natural disaster.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Komaeda’s unfortunate life is not the only reason for his actions, he also  suffers from two very serious medical conditions, one is stage 3 malignant lymphoma and the other is frontotemporal dementia which is heavily implied to be behavioral variant type. Frontotemporal dementia is a decay of the frontal lobe and behavioral variant type affects how a person behaves, interpret things, and most importantly their ability to control impulses. While Komaeda’s actions are all methodical and carefully thought out, the major issue in choosing to act in the way he does is the complete lack of impulse control he has. He will go with the first thought that comes to mind and then plot it out without consideration for other methods. We also see this in how he interacts with others, blurting out the first thing he thinks rather than more tactful replies or comments. He will only realise he said something inappropriate after seeing people react, and then he will try and play it off as a joke. It makes being understood difficult and that is where a lot of problems with him and the rest of the class lay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The other problem in Komaeda’s approach to the class is his views on talent. He places everyone else in the class in a station above himself. But, he feels confined by his own uncontrollable talent. If he didn’t have a talent, if talent didn’t exist, he would have lived an ordinary life. This desire is rooted deep down inside him. However, despite this inner desire he still views those with talent as embodiments of Hope. Many times he accepts things and assumes he might be wrong or not communicating well because everyone else is talented and there’s no way it would be their fault.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He goes through great lengths to reason and support the class from the side during Killing Life, to his own disservice. He’s so good at feeding information subtly, and manipulating everyone to the path he envisions for them, that no one notices just how much he has done or accomplished. It’s not until he is actively against everyone that we see how much he was doing. We don’t see how much everyone frustrates him until he has lost all patience and excuses for their mistakes. While everyone was a beacon of Hope they could do no wrong. After they were revealed to be Despair every small transgression became like a blatant sign of idiocy. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The exception to this rule is Hinata. He is the first person he could truly call a friend. No matter what he did Hinata kept trying to understand him and seek him out. It is implied he is one of the few people Komaeda has spoken to about his past. He punished Hinata the most but, still sought him out when he ceased to speak to the class. In his recorded message he expresses regret for being harsh with him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Komaeda’s tragic life and talent have created an unstable pessimist with a strong desire for hope. He projects a friendly and upbeat manner that obscures how many layers are between him and the world. While normally harmless, having a purpose transforms him into a highly dangerous man that will stop at very little to achieve his ends. It’s all too easy for him to lose sight of other people in his pursuit of hope, including himself. Fortunately, his luck will keep him from harm. Or will it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Abilities:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nagito claims his only skill is being lucky; however he is actually rather intelligent. He&apos;s shown to be good with technology, specifically computers and machines. He may also be good and making bombs, or at least finding and following instructions about them. He&apos;s also good with puzzles and solving mysteries. He reads a lot and is very observant of things around him. He&apos;s very good at obscurification, manipulation, and thinking four steps ahead of everyone else. He&apos;s also really good at cleaning and other domestic activities. Though, apparently he isn&apos;t good at cooking.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But, we should really talk about his luck. His luck isn&apos;t just normal, it&apos;s completely out there. It&apos;s so high that almost anything in his favor will happen. Play Russian roulette with 6 bullets? He&apos;ll win. However his luck has a huge cost, it comes with incredible bad luck right before. The best example is the events he speaks of in the game. A plane he was on was hijacked, bad luck. The hijacker died to a meteor hitting the plane, good luck. His parents also died bad luck. He inherited a fortune and became independent, good luck. He was kidnapped by a serial killer, bad luck. He found a winning lottery ticket when the killer was arrested, good luck.. Generally his luck brings misfortune to those around him as well. Of course this isn&apos;t a thing he has control over, this is just a thing that tends to happen to him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Inventory:&lt;/b&gt; His clothes, Junko&apos;s hand, a pocket knife (the kind with tools and stuff).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;Sample&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://aftr-ooc.dreamwidth.org/2260.html?thread=584916#cmt584916&quot;&gt;http://aftr-ooc.dreamwidth.org/2260.html?thread=584916#cmt584916&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=despairing_hope&amp;ditemid=7324&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 12 Feb 2017 03:51:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Utapique Permissions</title>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 11 Jan 2017 06:37:41 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;width: 900px;&quot;&gt;   &lt;td colspan=&quot;3&quot; style=&quot;padding: 10px;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;#39;century gothic&amp;#39;; font-size: 65px; letter-spacing: 3px; text-transform: uppercase;&quot;&gt;Komaeda Nagito&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;font-family: &amp;#39;century gothic&amp;#39;; font-size: 13px;margin-top: -15px;&quot;&gt;hover for details when you see a star.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;width: 900px; height: 15px;&quot;&gt;&lt;td&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;width: 900px;&quot;&gt;   &lt;td style=&quot;width: 300px; vertical-align: top; padding: 10px;font-family: &amp;#39;century gothic&amp;#39;; font-size: 15px;&quot;&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;text-align: center; font-size: 25px; letter-spacing: 3px; text-transform: uppercase;text-decoration: underline;margin-bottom: -10px;&quot;&gt;ic stats&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;        &lt;b&gt;canon:&lt;/b&gt; Danganronpa&lt;br /&gt;	&lt;b&gt;canon point:&lt;/b&gt; 2.5&lt;br /&gt;	&lt;b&gt;age:&lt;/b&gt; 23&lt;br /&gt;	&lt;b&gt;species:&lt;/b&gt; Human&lt;/td&gt;   &lt;td style=&quot;width: 300px; vertical-align: top; padding: 10px;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i.imgur.com/dim57DK.png&quot; style=&quot;-moz-border-radius: 50%; -webkit-border-radius: 50%; border-radius: 50%;&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/td&gt;      &lt;td style=&quot;width: 300px; vertical-align: top; padding: 10px;font-family: &amp;#39;century gothic&amp;#39;; font-size: 15px; text-align: right;&quot;&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;text-align: center; font-size: 25px; letter-spacing: 5px; text-transform: uppercase;text-decoration: underline; margin-bottom: -10px;&quot;&gt;player&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;        &lt;b&gt;backtagging okay?&lt;/b&gt; Yes&lt;br /&gt;	&lt;b&gt;threadjacking okay?&lt;/b&gt; Yes to canonmates and close CR. Everyone else most the time, ask if in doubt.&lt;br /&gt;	&lt;b&gt;HMD:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://despairing-hope.dreamwidth.org/504.html&quot; style=&quot;color: #000;&quot;&gt;Feel free to give me crit&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;	&lt;b&gt;contact:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.dreamwidth.org/inbox/compose?user=despairing_hope&quot; style=&quot;color: #000;&quot;&gt;PM me&lt;/a&gt; or &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://plurk.com/favicon.ico&apos; alt=&apos;[plurk.com profile] &apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;kuraikun&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; I also have Discord: kuraikun#2073&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;width: 900px; height: 15px;&quot;&gt;&lt;td&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;width: 900px;&quot;&gt;   &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top; text-align: center; padding: 10px;font-family: &amp;#39;arial black&amp;#39;, arial, sans-serif;font-size: 25px; text-decoration: underline;background-color: rgba(72,232,85,.75);&quot;&gt;YES&lt;/td&gt;   &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top; text-align: center; padding: 10px;font-family: &amp;#39;arial black&amp;#39;, arial, sans-serif;font-size: 25px; text-decoration: underline;background-color: rgba(237,250,0,.75);&quot;&gt;MAYBE&lt;/td&gt;   &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top; text-align: center; padding: 10px;font-family: &amp;#39;arial black&amp;#39;, arial, sans-serif;font-size: 25px; text-decoration: underline;background-color: rgba(194,4,4,.75);&quot;&gt;NO&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;width: 900px;&quot;&gt;   &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top; padding: 20px;font-family: &amp;#39;century gothic&amp;#39;; font-size: 15px;&quot;&gt;✓ Anal Sex&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;✓ Breath Control &lt;br /&gt;✓ Blindfolds &lt;br /&gt;✓ &lt;span title=&quot;here&amp;#39;s a little note&quot;&gt;kink with a note ★&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;✓ Humiliation&lt;br /&gt;✓ D/S&lt;br /&gt;✓ Switch&lt;/td&gt;   &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top; padding: 20px;font-family: &amp;#39;century gothic&amp;#39;; font-size: 15px;&quot;&gt;◌ Kink&lt;br /&gt;◌ kink&lt;br /&gt;◌ kink&lt;br /&gt;◌ kink&lt;br /&gt;◌ &lt;span title=&quot;here&amp;#39;s a little note&quot;&gt;kink with a note ★&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;◌ kink&lt;br /&gt;◌ kink&lt;br /&gt;◌ kink&lt;br /&gt;◌ kink&lt;/td&gt;   &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top; padding: 20px;font-family: &amp;#39;century gothic&amp;#39;; font-size: 15px;&quot;&gt;✗ Bathroom stuff&lt;br /&gt;✗ Vore&lt;br /&gt;✗ Docking&lt;br /&gt;✗ Fisting&lt;br /&gt;✗ &lt;span title=&quot;here&amp;#39;s a little note&quot;&gt;kink with a note ★&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;✗ kink&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt; &lt;tr style=&quot;width: 900px; height: 25px;&quot;&gt;&lt;td&gt;This is a work in progress.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;width: 900px;&quot;&gt;   &lt;td colspan=&quot;3&quot; style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;In general I&apos;m pretty open to most things that would still be IC and aren&apos;t in the No category. Feel free to discuss things with me.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr style=&quot;width: 900px;&quot;&gt;   &lt;td colspan=&quot;3&quot; style=&quot;text-align: center; font-family: &amp;#39;century gothic&amp;#39;; font-size: 11px;&quot;&gt;&apos;front and center&apos; design by &lt;a style=&quot;color: #000; text-decoration: none;&quot; href=&quot;http://mistojen.dreamwidth.org/&quot;&gt;mistojen&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=despairing_hope&amp;ditemid=5638&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>in general i&apos;m pretty open to most thing</category>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 11 Jan 2017 05:53:49 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Lgunbiru App</title>
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  <description>↠THE PLAYER&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Name:  Nica&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Over 18? Yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;↠THE CHARACTER&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Name | Alias: Komaeda Nagito&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Age: About 17&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Canon: Danganronpa&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Canon point: Chapter 4, after Final Dead Room but before reading School Profiles.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;History: &lt;a href=&quot;http://danganronpa.wikia.com/wiki/Nagito_Komaeda&quot;&gt;http://danganronpa.wikia.com/wiki/Nagito_Komaeda&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Personality: When it comes to first impressions Nagito comes across as polite, soft spoken, easy going and a bit self-deprecating (an understatement). A happy go lucky sort of guy who just accepts things as they come and goes with the flow. A person who is more likely to help out others first before thinking about himself. Not that this isn&apos;t an accurate impression of him, but it&apos;s far from the whole picture. Most of his motivation in helping others comes from seeing himself as worthless and those of Hope Academy being idolized. As the students of Hope&apos;s Peak embody Hope itself and Hope is a thing that Nagito loves deeply to the point of obsession. He doesn&apos;t see himself as being a part of them since he is only a lucky student. Thus he places himself to the side in order to help them achieve more, to help them achieve Hope. It&apos;s not until the killing game starts that we see the other side of Nagito, and if the killing game had never happened we probably never would have. (Though we would have still seen his extreme tendencies and just how much his luck talent has affected him. ) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;However sometimes (most the time) his method of help isn’t exactly helpful. He will go to extremes and his luck will make sure it is successful, even if he himself is unable to do it. This is shown in his attempt to murder someone where he fails, but someone was murdered anyway, as well as in his school life where he wanted to cancel an exam and due to a series of events it didn’t go as he planned but it does get canceled because of him. Because of this inevitable outcome of getting what he desires one way or another he makes a lot of important choices based on luck alone. Bump into someone and drop all your papers? He’ll pick them up without even checking assuming luck will sort it out as it should be. That isn’t to say he can’t make careful decisions and think about steps to a properly made plan, it just means that if something doesn’t go according to that plan he’ll just go with it without a second thought.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nagito is incredibly unstable mentally, and can easily go to extremes in the name of his obsession (or just to get the outcome he desires). It is revealed he has stage 3 malignant lymphoma and frontotemporal lobe dementia so a lot of the unstableness is most likely due to that. (Which causes a lot of different behavioral issues including lack of impulse control, loss of social awareness, and the list goes on, which would explain why he&apos;s one of the first to be eager to start the killing game.) This explains a lot of his actions which seem a bit at odds with his basic nature. He basically has no method to rationalize has actions and simply acts on the first impulse. And though his intentions are always for something good and positive his methods can vary drastically from that. He is definitely an ends justify the means character. Unfortunately (or fortunately) he is very intelligent and incredibly lucky so the plans he acts on succeed and he can plan rather intricately.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the killing game starts Nagito is the first to try and kill someone, though he fails at this, his goal is to bring despair so a greater hope can come later. This is his main philosophy and the philosophy that he lives by and has come to accept. The reason he believes this, is to bring reason to his life and give logic to his luck. His luck skill is a major influence on his personality, and is a major cause of his beliefs. If he doesn&apos;t believe great despair will bring great hope it means that the despair he has had to face were all meaningless. So he turns to hope to make the misfortunes in his life make more sense. Though his blind faith in hope has made him a little numb to despair and his complete lack of self worth (along with the fact he is terminally ill and has only been given a few years to live) has him offering himself as the next murder victim as well as a food source for cannibalism when the class is locked in a fun house and forced to starve until they murder each other.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Even after his intentions are revealed and he loses all trust his fellow classmates had in him, he still idolizes them. He still sees them as representatives of hope. Though the one he ends up being closest to is Hajime, and Hajime is the one he has the most faith in being amazing, since Hajime&apos;s skill is unknown. It isn&apos;t until the end of Chapter 4 and Chapter 5 that his attitude towards the other students changes. He becomes rude and condescending to Hajime, as well as half the other remaining students. Souda and Akane especially since he finds their stupidity aggravating. This change in him is due to finding their student profiles and information about their situation. He learned that they were all Remnants of Despair and that Hajime was really a reserve student. Having those who represent Hope fall into despair was unforgivable, and having Hajime who was just a normal student was like a stab in the back. Hajime may have been the harder blow as Nagito felt close to him and similar since they both &quot;admired hope&quot;. Hajime also seemed to be one of the smarter students and reasonable, so in this way Nagito lost the person who he could identify with. In fact after Nagito finds out the truth he goes to Hajime first thing to tell of his findings, but the moment Hajime starts repeating himself and Chiaki says they can ignore Nagito he becomes instantly rude, condescending and pushy. As if Nagito had been trying to give Hajime one last chance before writing him off with the rest. He may have been hoping Hajime was the traitor, but the exchange confirmed that he wasn’t. For the rest of chapter 4 Nagito continues to display conflicting emotions and says confusing statements. It’s clear he’s very bothered by the revelations.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In his Free Time events Nagito tells Hajime that he doesn&apos;t want to die alone, that he has always wanted someone to love him. Though he passes it off as a joke, it&apos;s quite true. Nagito has spent most of his time alone and is used to losing people that he cares about. He lost his family dog to a car when he was in grade school, and then a little while later he lost his parents. He&apos;s so used to losing people because of his bad luck to good luck that he pushes people away from him. This is why every time he gets a little closer to Hajime he will say something to distance them again. It&apos;s also why he wasn&apos;t attending class during his school days and even when he does attend class he is never near any of the other students. In fact, he had such little connection to them that when he is suspended they don’t even miss him. His good luck bad luck cycle is also responsible for his severe lack of self worth, and is what allows him to be so willing to sacrifice himself for a better good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;However the things he says to Hajime are not necessarily him trying to always purposefully be confusing. (Not counting the things he says in trials which are definitely purposefully confusing.) He does try hard to get people to understand what he feels, his ideas of hope and why his methodology is right, though no one can understand it. Which of course they can&apos;t because his ideals are extreme and lack in a basic understanding or societal right and wrong. He&apos;s used to not being understood though so he generally shrugs it off as it being a given. And in the case of his more idiotic classmates he excuses it as them “not being on the same wavelength” because he&apos;s trash and they&apos;re talented. This changes after he finds out the truth though. Hajime does attempt to understand him and those efforts are appreciated by Nagito as no one has ever tried to do that before, and that simple action meant he had the possibility of not being alone anymore. Though as said before he does push Hajime away during his free time events.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sadly returning back to the events of Chapter 4 and 5, the reveal of the truth that they are all remnants of despair shatters everything that was built up for Nagito. Instead of standing to the side wanting to be a stepping stone for their hope he takes matters into his own hands. (Which is always always a bad thing.) He decides they all need to die and only the traitor allowed to live. His love of Hope won&apos;t forgive those who fell into despair and spread it, even himself. And his complete trust in his luck enables him to follow a plan where that was a key point. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All before his suicide/murder (Actually almost immediately after he read the information in the profiles and future foundation notebook) he is rude, condescending and rather impatient with everyone. He’s frustrated and in a hurry. He wants the traitor revealed, and he wants them revealed as soon as possible. Of course the rest of the class thinks this is because he suddenly wants to do something to the traitor, but it’s all about making sure he can protect them and kill everyone else. No one else mattered, not even himself. His fellow classmates were beneath him and not even worth looking up to anymore. It’s very possible that these feelings were even growing in him beforehand since he is one of the more intelligent characters in the game. Earlier he was probably using a lot of patience and excusing it by “they have talent”. But once he knew they had fallen into despair their talent didn’t matter. They were just inhuman garbage to him by that point and there was no holding back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;However, even though he felt above everyone else who had fallen into despair, that didn’t mean he thought any better about himself. In his mind the Traitor was the only good person left in their group, and this is why he tried so hard to save the Traitor with an impossible to solve murder. And surely this action would make him not just some stepping stone to hope, but Hope itself born! The Hope that kills despair, even if it includes himself. This is why he requests a statue made and to be praised as the Ultimate Hope.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After his death Nagito leaves one message, and that is a message to the traitor on the password to theoretically get out. He also mentioned regretting giving Hajime as hard a time as he did, which implies that he was probably extra mean to him due to the raw anger he felt from finding out the truth, and potentially, given enough time, might have have not been as angry and calmed down a little.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the end Nagito is a person of deep extremes, caught between despair and hope desperately reaching towards a bright future while fighting a woeful past that is never quite far enough to forget or move on from. He will do anything to see the future he desires, and his luck generally enables it even when he can’t act on it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Abilities and Nerfs: &lt;br /&gt;Nagito claims his only skill is being lucky; though that isn’t true it is important to talk about. His luck isn&apos;t just normal, it&apos;s completely out there. It&apos;s so high that almost anything in his favor will happen. Play Russian roulette with 6 bullets? He&apos;ll win. However his luck has a huge cost, it comes with incredible bad luck right before. The best example is the events he speaks of in the game. A plane he was on was hijacked, bad luck. The hijacker died to a meteor hitting the plane, good luck. His parents also died bad luck. He inherited a fortune and became independent, good luck. He was kidnapped by a serial killer, bad luck. He found a winning lottery ticket when the killer was arrested, good luck... Generally his luck brings misfortune to those around him as well. Of course this isn&apos;t a thing he has control over, this is just a thing that tends to happen to him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Inventory: His clothes, and school handbook.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Five Desires: Generally Komaeda doesn’t have many desires. But there are a few things he does enjoy having and would enjoy knowing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1: His school memories.&lt;br /&gt;2: Books, the more diverse and interesting the better.&lt;br /&gt;3: Things with the Hope’s Peak academy&apos;s crest on it.&lt;br /&gt;4: Things related to Hope. (Either named as such or inspired such feelings in others.)&lt;br /&gt;5: Information others don’t have. (Information is one of the most important things to him.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Samples: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://subnautica.dreamwidth.org/54303.html?thread=11727903#cmt11727903&quot;&gt;http://subnautica.dreamwidth.org/54303.html?thread=11727903#cmt11727903&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://subnautica.dreamwidth.org/52855.html?thread=11296887#cmt11296887&quot;&gt;http://subnautica.dreamwidth.org/52855.html?thread=11296887#cmt11296887&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://memesinspace.dreamwidth.org/434.html?thread=467378#cmt467378&quot;&gt;http://memesinspace.dreamwidth.org/434.html?thread=467378#cmt467378&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://memesinspace.dreamwidth.org/434.html?thread=485042#cmt485042&quot;&gt;http://memesinspace.dreamwidth.org/434.html?thread=485042#cmt485042&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=despairing_hope&amp;ditemid=5621&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jan 2017 09:27:12 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>狛枝 凪斗 - Komaeda Nagito</title>
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  <title>Lost Raiders Permissions</title>
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&lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font: 14pt georgia, serif; text-transform: uppercase; letter-spacing: 1pt;&quot;&gt;Nagito Komaeda&lt;/span&gt;
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&lt;a style=&quot;text-decoration: none; color: #262626;&quot; href=&quot;http://despairing-hope.dreamwidth.org/1332.html&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #262626;&quot;&gt;INBOX&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; 
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&lt;a style=&quot;text-decoration: none; color: #262626;&quot; href=&quot;http://boardmaster.dreamwidth.org/9966.html?thread=7406#cmt7406&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #262626;&quot;&gt;HOUSING&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; 
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&lt;a style=&quot;text-decoration: none; color: #262626;&quot; href=&quot;http://despairing-hope.dreamwidth.org/1789.html&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #262626;&quot;&gt;INFO&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; 
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&lt;a style=&quot;text-decoration: none; color: #262626;&quot; href=&quot;http://despairing-hope.dreamwidth.org/1968.html&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #262626;&quot;&gt;PERMISSIONS&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;padding-left: 10px; font-size: 9pt;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;RANK &lt;span style=&quot;color: #df3f3f&quot;&gt;»&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt; King&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;SPECIALIZATIONS &lt;span style=&quot;color: #df3f3f&quot;&gt;»&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Bless and Curse&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CARRIER ID &lt;span style=&quot;color: #df3f3f&quot;&gt;»&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Komaeda&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;SPECIES &lt;span style=&quot;color: #df3f3f&quot;&gt;»&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Human&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;AGE &lt;span style=&quot;color: #df3f3f&quot;&gt;»&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Mentally 16/17 Physically 20/21&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;GENDER &lt;span style=&quot;color: #df3f3f&quot;&gt;»&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Male&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;HEIGHT &lt;span style=&quot;color: #df3f3f&quot;&gt;»&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt; 5’11”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;WEAPON &lt;span style=&quot;color: #df3f3f&quot;&gt;»&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Panic Defence Action&lt;/i&gt; - An innocuous black leather collar with a metal chain clipped to it as if it were for a pet. Can&apos;t be used for physical combat, though perhaps the chain might hurt a bit of whacked at someone. When mana is infused into it a shield around the user will form. The more mana the stronger and wider the shield becomes. It can last up to five minutes and has a recast cool down of 10 minutes. Can only be used when the caster is completely still.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Depending on the shield&apos;s maximum range, it will protect anyone who can fit within it, including the caster. The range can go from a small amount of mana to possibly deflect a little wind, keep rain off of a person, to a lot of mana used to deflect magical attacks. As proficiency grows less mana is needed and active time increases. Max mastered time is ten minutes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Primarily energy based magical attacks can be deflected such as fire, wind, lighting and to a slightly lesser degree pure mana. However, solid objects such as ice projectiles, or stone will cause it to shatter within a hot or two, and magical weapons such as swords will break it instantly. Non-magical weapons will pass through like nothing is there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;WEAPON &lt;span style=&quot;color: #df3f3f&quot;&gt;»&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Chocolate Rain&lt;/i&gt; - A simple wooden staff with a poisonous vine pattern carved into it, it appears to be a cacao tree branch. When pointed at an enemy and infused with mana, it will unleash a splash of poisoned chocolate. You can try eating it, but you&apos;ll be poisoned.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Depending on how many enemies there are it will either attack all enemies or a single target. The more mana used the stronger the attack will be, but will also be more difficult to control. At it&apos;s lowest an attack can bring down a low level enemy in one or two hits. At it&apos;s highest level a moderate level enemy in one hit but it would drain at least half of the mana pool. For multiple enemies it requires more mana for the same level of attacks but splits the damage evenly among enemies. The attack itself originates from a magic circle that will appear over the targets head, dumping poisonous chocolate upon them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the staff is used, there is a high chance that one party member may be caught in the chocolate splash and will be poisoned. Nagito himself is exempt from the potential poisoning. The poison effect can be removed with magic or items. Any preventative charms or immunity will also prevent poisoning.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CARRIER &lt;span style=&quot;color: #df3f3f&quot;&gt;»&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt; A white fluffy puppy with floppy ears and a friendly happy nature.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;PLAYER &lt;span style=&quot;color: #df3f3f&quot;&gt;»&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Nica&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;CONTACT &lt;span style=&quot;color: #df3f3f&quot;&gt;»&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://kurai-kun.dreamwidth.org/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png&apos; alt=&apos;[personal profile] &apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://kurai-kun.dreamwidth.org/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;kurai_kun&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://plurk.com/favicon.ico&apos; alt=&apos;[plurk.com profile] &apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;kuraikun&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;

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  <description>Nagito is a lucky person that tends to cause unlucky situations for other people. If you would like to be caught up in Nagito&apos;s good luck bad luck cycle, or would like not to be caught up in it, comment here and just say which. If you do want to be caught up in it, just say how much you would like to have.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For Crosscheck his luck can&apos;t cause anything extreme, but you can get mildly hurt if you like.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For Subnautica however his luck can go as far as it can in canon and death is an option if you so choose it to go that far.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=despairing_hope&amp;ditemid=1968&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <description>How am I doing? What do I need to work on? Is there anything I should tone down or focus on more? If there&apos;s something you wish to tell me, feel free to tell me here. You can also message me if you like.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Contact:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;-2&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;Plurk:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://plurk.com/favicon.ico&apos; alt=&apos;[plurk.com profile] &apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/kuraikun&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;kuraikun&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;-2&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;Discord:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt; kuraikun#2073&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;-2&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;Journal:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://kurai-kun.dreamwidth.org/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png&apos; alt=&apos;[personal profile] &apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://kurai-kun.dreamwidth.org/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;kurai_kun&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=despairing_hope&amp;ditemid=504&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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